Uninvited

I spent a lot of time with the girls on the left and right of me since last Friday.
Not in paper form but in human form.
The plan was for them to stay the week and spend my birthday with me.
It was too much time for everyone and eventually they got on my nerves as I got on theirs.
The toxicity of their home environment rubs off on them and then is brought into my home.
I can't handle that much dysfunction.
It messes with my inner happiness balance.
It brings me to a place in my head and my heart that I don't want to be.
I had to send them home for sanity sake.
Ashamedly I uninvited them for the party.
I rather have people who accept, care, and love me for who I am.
I'm sad but I won't be for too long.